Fear cannot be without hope nor hope without fear. -
Baruch Spinoza, Ethics
Friday, April 6, 2012
I've been wondering all these months what people mean when they say it will get easier, except not knowing what the hell they're talking about, obviously. But I think I know now - it's this, this terrible calm, this acceptance that nothing will ever be the same and yet things will go on regardless. And this is so much worse. It's like hoping for a death sentence and getting life in prison.