Fear cannot be without hope nor hope without fear. -
Baruch Spinoza, Ethics
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
This is a new phenomenon for me. I find myself gripped suddenly with a longing for the past - any past - not just when my son was here, but even before that. Any past time in my life now seems idyllic. Even last year when I was undeniably depressed. I want that back. Anything but this, anything but now.